- My One Desire -
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I'm lostt
Alone in Thee Darkk `
' Without Lovee // -
' Without Hopee ;

Feels like I' in Sahara desertt
But It's soo Coldd ;
So coldd thatt it purges myy Heartt
I tried to Screamm forr Helpp.

But no one cann hear mee
'Can you?`


I bet you cantt
`youu cantt`

I feel like I'm in the Southh Polee;
But its Nott ;
So Where the Heckk am I;
`I dont Knoww.


# I've walkk for Miles noww ;
But I've seenn Nothingg; #
Not evenn my Shadoww
For Theree is no Lightt*


Am I Walkingg in circles?
I Dontt know Forr suree
Can youu Guidee mee?;
Can youu Bringg mee outt of the darkness?
I hope you couldd.

Could Youu?
Will You?

Please?
Pleasee... Guide mee
You Wontt know how Scaryy this iss ;
I'm Suffering alonee ;
And Noo one Evenn know itt;
`My smilee cantt last thatt longg.

I saw the Lightt
I begann too chasee itt ;
Thee moree I rann` Thee Further thee light iss
Finallyy`, I Stumbledd in exhaustionn.

And the Lightt Began too fadee awayy
Fadee awayy


` Till it Vanishh
`Vanishh`

I've lostt countt of howw long havee I beenn heree ;
I'm Purged and Dehydrated ;
And myy Heartt funtionss noo moree;
`My memories startss to fadee.

______ `DesTiNyy Soull` _______

I dontt wannaa givee upp ;
But the odds aree againist mee ;
`Reluctantly`, I lied on thee Spikess;
`And closee my eyess.

______ `SiNiKa BouNiKe` _______






I reallyy hope that I'll be foundd;


Indeed the chancess are real slimm;


Bbut I'll still Hopee you will findd me;


Till thenn I'll be Sufferingg. Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com

=:[ Saturday, March 19, 2005 ]:=


people call me GuiXiong [thus thats my name!]
Mum call me Ah Di [Di! chi fan le!]
Sis call me Xiong~ [believe or not, she seems to hab a tone when calling me =P]
Bhs call me Xiong [or maybe siao gao =P]
VBall call me GhostBear [translation]
Cousins call me XiongXiong [cant they juz call me xiongxiong gorgor?]
Meis call me Gor/Kor [fei hua]
Some call me Ah Gui [expensive!]
Ncc cadets call me sargent [lolx]
Close frens that noe me deep within call me siao gao [i admit im one =P]
Tattie call me Tatty [dont it sound the same?]

+=-- Namee --=+
this dude here was born on 26111989 and since then everyone in the world need to wear a gas mask [ask bhs =P] . The name Lim Gui Xiong is given by his grandfather! [the best grandfather i conclude!] This brat dont realli like that name as it sounded like wu gui and was always teased by his cousins for this name. then, he started to like the name as it was zhen gui de gui, ying xiong de xiong and thus zhen gui de ying xiong [muahahaha bhb =P]

+=-- Growingg Upp --=+
He was taken care by his mother, father and sister [xie xie ni men de zao gu!] and went to a kindergarden in blk 816 for K1. Then he went to another kindergarden in 800+ for K2. He went to Junyuan Pri and was allocated to class 1/4, 2/7, 3/10, 4/9, 5/8, 6/9. He looked like a complete dummbie on the first day of pri 1 sch life. [or was i crying? lolx imagine that!] From pri 3 on, he was on a all chi class all the way till pri 6 and since then he became racist!! [nah jk] well, he started to get along well with quite some great friends and they became his childhood friends! SamuelChong, WeiMing, HuiJie, WeeKiat, BingXiong, YanPing, ChenWee, CheeLeng.

+=--Playhood Memories--=+
All of us, since primary 5, would go to playground every fridae at 8pm night to play! it started with Blindcat, then we move on to a game called <> . we would mostly sabo chen wee! [if you would have imagine, he was a shemale! her/his voice was like.. YUCKS! like those can stand hair de lo..] then soon we change to badmiton! yea! still remember that time i was like a total noob in badmiton and then they all always bully me de lo!!! then sometimes i would call my mum then we would all play together.. heh, thatnks to that, at least now my badmiton standard is eh.. acceptable! yea! and yup! that time all of us was like so short lo!! then sam chong was like the highest and most mature de! at least at that time la.. then he became like the leader liddat! And yup! i stillremember.. cos that time i was like a dude la.. like total nerd liddat.. and i was kinda jealous of samuel. because at that time he was like so poppular etc la.. then he noe alot of frens de.. cos tt time i think i quite shy ba.. then i kinda like... wanna be like him lo.. lolx.. muhahahahaha.. then at primary 5, we would always go weiming hse there do homework .. or rather copy =P.. cos tt time afternooon session ma.. then beri fun lo.. we always bully chen wee de.. everytime play game will always gang up vs chen wee. Still remember once when all of us go to weiming hse then when chenwee come, we dint let him in and then he was like a siao gao... then after tt he throw opur shoes inside lolx! also, we would have stupid games like "strike force 2" muhaha we create ourself de leh.. lolx.. but sae truth is quite fun la =P wanna go back to those times.. so fun fun fun!!

(>'.')> +=..To Be Continued..=+ <('.'<)

=:-:=

-:- [ Sinika Bounike ] -:- [3:01 AM] -:-




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